Relationships

I have admitted I am bad at relationships. I have 39 years experience of walking away when things changed instead of fighting to keep something. It is very much an unintentional learned behavior. This behavior has caused a tremendous amount of pain to myself and others. God created us in His image and to be with Him and He still knew that people needed other people. How absurd is it for us to think we can stand on our own? Why do we think we can only show the happy side, the pretty parts, the picture perfect aspects? Life is not pretty. God promised life more abundant, but He didn't specify which parts of life would be more abundant. Life with Him allows to always keep hope and have joy regardless of whether we see the light or the darkness. We can't undo our past. We can't make other people forgive us or build relationships with us. But we can build a relationship with Christ and allow that to be what keeps us. We can open our hearts to those He puts in our lives and support each other.
I have no money to give and I can't be there physically. I am not perfect and I don't have all the answers, BUT message me, call me, text me, email me - you are not alone.