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As I lay here in bed wanting to go back to sleep because it's my day off, I find I have to wait for my brain to turn off again. So to kill time I started messing with my new phone and realized that I didn't have my blogger app yet. After installing I started reading some if my posts and found some people commented. I was surprised. Even though some comments seemed to me to possibly miss the mark on what I was talking about, I realized that is their opinion on what my words meant. I made a statement and they can only use what they know to respond. So at this point I'm glad they cared enough to comment.

Anyhow, on to other things. I like the people and church body of Praise Gathering Fellowship. I'm glad God answered that prayer. I am also finding some freedom to enjoy things in life again. I may have failed and made mistakes, but I have to let go if the guilt and hurt and keep living and find my joy again. HE's helping me. I actually have the words from Sara Evans' "A Little Bit Stronger" on my computer at work. It's a different situation, but it helped me.

"And I'm done hoping that we could work it out I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels Letting you drag my heart around And, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change I know my heart will never be the same But I'm telling myself I'll be okay Even on my weakest days I get a little bit stronger Doesn't happen overnight but you turn around And a month's gone by and you realize you haven't cried..."

I don't lay all the blame on anyone else, we are all responsible, but I'm done living for "that moment" and I'm done letting it keep me down.

Well, that's all for now.

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