2 1/2 weeks later and things are less emotional, but still I just don't get it. Add to that some more drama that raises questions about the "good" people, and I just have to shrug my shoulders and keep working.
Outside work has it's own drama. Apparently some people have control issues and they haven't learned from past mistakes. Yes, you may the right to make all the rules, but that does not mean all the rules you make are right. Not to mention that as a Christian, the example of love and forgiveness should be there, and it isn't. I also find it ironic that I was accused of not wanting to be part of a family, yet my being part of that said family is conditional upon only following their rules. Really? On top of that, I was assured a precious treasure would no longer be the "bait" or bargaining chip. But that's not true. It's still happening. And another sad part of this is the loss of another type of family because people have to choose sides and can only see what they know. It's not that they're bad, it's just their own personal experience and feelings. We're all that way.
Good news is, that we have another part of our family, that has been hurt, and still chooses to love and seems to have forgiven. I still have to count my blessings. I just hope my husband knows how much I love him and how sorry I am for my part in this drama.
That's all for tonight. I don't want to keep going down the road of complaining. I have a wonderful husband, a home, a good job, a car, and a great family that I get to see this weekend. God is good.
