Part of the Journey

It has obviously been quite a while since I found my last "pearl." Trust me, I've been looking. Unfortunately, I still can't say "Aha, there is one," but I can tell you a little about the journey.

Over the past year I have struggled with anger, frustration, unforgiveness, distrust, sorrow, fear, and disbelief.

First and foremost, my anger towards God is gone. I may not understand it all, but He is God, He is Love, His ways are higher than mine, and He is in control.

With that said, while I find small pools of peace in Him, I still carry the other burdens. Some lighter, some heavier, and some heavier due to my own actions. Launching into further details or exploration at this time is likely to result in rambling, so let me end with thus tiny grain of sand - hopefully it will one day turn into a pearl.

God gave each of us our own will. Therefore, it quite possible that we will not always agree on what is right, even in what seems a cut and dry situatio, and our words and actions will reflect those disagreements.

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